Thank you girls for all your support. I wanted to expand a little on what who and why. You all know me I have chatted about my feelings for a long time.
The challenge Mr Black set me and my desire for acceptance and my desperate need in being a women has led me to reveal my true self. I am now going to reveal something else I have hidden from you all dear friends and for this I again ask for your love and compassion.
I wish to be impossibly thin and cute. To my regular readers this is nothing new but I also want to have a real flower between my legs (not a literal flower but a women's sexual organs) I want to be smooth. I want to take a man into me and feel him I want my womb to encase his cock, I want to feel his veins his heat his lust his desire I want him to bite at my nipples and thrust into me. To feel him shudder and release himself to be his vessel.
I sooo want to be used and owned by a man - to my shame I know this is against who I want to be a free women but my needs over whelm me and my fear of letting go and being truly someones toy, someones plaything makes me hide away - but my needs push me to admit I want to be her I need to be her.
I want you all to be the girls you have always wanted to be