Tuesday, 31 May 2011

more office sex

I sooo would

I love the idea of offices all over the world full of girls PA's, bosses and secretaries making love. I sooo would.

Getting a few things off my chest

If there are any girls out there with tips, tricks ideas on what makes a good blow job let me know.




I love this image I sooo want to be her 

I love the idea of a huge cock impossible to swallow with gentle pressure on the back of my head 

I love the idea of being fed a cock 

I adore a real mans cock why is it soo sensual and draws me in - girls do you all feel like that or just us sissy tgirls? I love the idea of a cock being erect for me that slightly manly smell the warmth the veins soo intoxicating 


I want to hold a fat heavy cock and stroke it 


A really powerful man strong thighs are so important - girls any thoughts 

My second love - shoes and pencil skirts - girls what do you love / desire most 



I think I may have just had my first real orgasm giggle 


I sooo want to be one of these girls - what about you my darling readers what is inside your pretty heads what do you long to be 


So need to be prim and proper - elegant girl about town 




I want to feel submissive in the company of men 

I want to go to sleep each night satisfied and needed 

Girls I am dying to hear from you all share your thoughts...

Monday, 30 May 2011

being taught a lesson

I posted several comments regarding femininity and was firmly put in my place by Jessie - I hope she does not mind me addressing her by her first name.

Her comment to my post was:

I usually like your posts, but not today.
Part of the journey in accepting who YOU really are, is to come to the acceptance that EVERYONE has the same right to explore whoever they might choose to be. It doesn't matter if it is a genetic man who understands he is really a she inside, or a genetic girl who decides she wishes to dress or act as she sees fit on any given day.

I truly am sorry that you are mistreated by others... But perhaps one of the reasons you are not being treated so well in this world is because you are bringing it upon yourself with destructive thoughts?

Put simply I have been the very thing I have done to me - I should know better and I thank Jessie for her honesty and her bravery to comment, but most of all I thank her for reminding me we are all valid. 

So as a way of an apology and hoping to mend bridges I retract the post and offer Jessie and any others who were upset flowers and chocolates

Sir's toy

I have spent many days and nights wondering what I want to be - OMG I hear you all cry has she not got her head around that - we thought you were a brunette, not a dumb blonde! (giggle sorry all you yummy blonde darlings was making a point) 

To answer you all - No I have not and with my experiences with Sir or Mr Black and the other girls in the Academy I am even more unsure and torn there are some constants.

Certain things I know are right for me but they clash with other feelings and experiences which feel right which make me happy. I know I am lost and a little afraid and some nights I do still cry myself to sleep and with the horrid things my sister is experiencing (hence my recent disappearance along with my stay at  Blacklands) which overwhelmed me for a while but thanks to Sir I was able to control those issues and understand them. The more I think the more I sense there are several women in me...

I want Sir to see me like this to imagine me as his slave his toy his object. 

To control me in subtle ways to make me his 


I want to feel luxurious and spoilt 

I want him to desire me and I want him to think of me as his friend, his slut, his toy, his lover and above all his favourite 

I will try not to displease him - but I understand the need for order and discipline 

I also understand his manly needs and I am there to service them 


If he needs me to be his school girl or princess I will do so without questioning 


I will learn to be more and more femm for him

I will learn to carry myself in public and always add to his standing - I will be pretty and ladylike at all times and always do his bidding 


I will worship his cock and convince myself his cum is pure ambrosia - I will lick each drop from my fingers 


I will thank him for cumming on me in me 


I will always dress in a sensual manner even when I am home alone - I will always be slim for him and train to be as femm as possible 


I will tease him as a femm feline and be a kitten a pet to be collared and used 



I want to be humiliated and made to be nothing more than his desires 



I want him to force me to submit 

I want to be a sex goddess a vixen a harlot I want to be hot 

I want his touch to send me to the moon

I want him to have other women so that I can become their toy so that I can have a mistress so that I can be used by a women too. 


I want to suck whos ever cock he tells me I want to help him manipulate people and take control from them I want him to use me in his games I want to know that I am controlling someone on his behalf 

I want to be dangerous sassy and sexy


I want sir to give me sissy faggots so I can turn them into cute girls so that sir and I can fuck them I want my own little slave harem 



I want to make those girls suck cock and make them eat cum.

Do you girls feel the same which of you needs, desires the same?