Dear Diary something happened today that has changed everything....
I adore my job I love to temp. I love filling and organising people, I love to make sure my boss male or female is looked after. I also have very restless feet so temping is ideal I can come in support someone and then leave after a few weeks.
I am very very good at my job. However I found that people expected me to be female you see I have a rather femm name and femm job so when I used to turn up the people that had hired me would say but your a guy. Things would always start off rather clumsily. Until they realised I was actually excellent but as a temp that was about the time the company would no longer need you.
I have always been a little femm and from time to time experimented with dressing up. One night I was working at home sending out my resume and updating my profile online.
I had recently been told that I should be using a new services specially for temps called Temps Link. I logged onto their site and filled in my name I typed in my first name Peyton and then my surname Jones. The site updated itself and then presented me the female form to fill in.
I pressed back and tried to find the male selection but it would simply not let me select male I changed the name to John and it selected male forms. I was sooo upset and tired I just filled in the forms as a girl and went to bed.
I woke late on Saturday morning to find that my inbox was full of temp requests - wow this site was amazing. I looked through the offers and noticed that there was a company that needed help on Sunday through to next Friday as they were stock taking and were very behind. It was long hours but the pay was amazing.
I clicked yes on the link and the site fired up and sent me back the details confirming my hourly rate, time of work and start and end date. I also got the address and whom I should report too.
I sat on the sofa drinking a cup of tea and watching tv when it dawned on me they are expecting a girl.....
I panicked and then calmed down and went to my bedroom and pulled out from under the bed an old suitcase. My hands were shaking I had not looked in this case for more than a year. I clicked open the locks and pushed the case lid back and there she was. The female Peyton. Brunette wig, top of the range life like breast forms, a wonderful array of lace, silk, leather, cotton underwear and clothing. Heels and all the accessories a girl could want.
I knew I had to get ready it was a while since the girlie Peyton was around so I needed a little practise and preparation. Being femm and not very hairy small and slim makes my transformation easier but I do like to be very convincing so I made sure I was totally hairless from the face down. I took out the special adhesive and smeared a little on my chest and then a little in the back of the breast forms. I waited a moment the glue had become tacky and then I leaned forward and attached them I made sure my real nipple sat in the special little hole which would activate the fake nipple and send the stimulus through to me. I held my breasts in place and let the adhesive set and then I pinched my fake nipples which immediately sent signals to my real nipples and made me jump. I was always amazed at how sensitive and accurate these fake breasts were.
Next what outfit to wear?
I know I giggled to myself my lacy black bra from Rigby and Peller with matching thong, suspender belt, fishnet stockings. Next I added a lace chocker to hide my adams apple and to press it slightly to help raise my voice. Next a super tight thin wool pencil skirt. Finally my white cotton fitted blouse.
I then added the brunette wig and sat down to apply my makeup, fake nails and accessories.
Stunning I giggled.
I spent the day moving, sitting standing walking and typing I had to look effortless.
Finally satisfied I went to bed. I did not eat a thing I wanted to be as slim as possible.
The next morning I woke had a small cup of green tea and then dressed. I felt so alive so full of energy so in tune with my senses.
As I left my flat I put on my trench coat and tied up the belt like I had seen many women do. I put my hand bag over my shoulder and joined the other women and men who every morning walked to the tube station.
I paid for my ticket and got onto the escalator I was not used to be in heels and I lost my balance slightly the man behind me caught me in his arms and said are you ok miss.
I looked back and smiled yes thank you - sorry
it's ok he shrugged
I smiled and blushed
Thoughts rushed through my head what is his cock like, hummm is he married, wow he is kind of cute in a manly way.....
I blushed deeply and then stepped of the escalator and walked onto the platform my man went southbound and I was northbound
I sighed - Then I caught myself what was I thinking come on Peyton get your mind back into the game I told myself sternly.
I walked along the platform revelling in the sound my heels made as they clicked and clacked on the hard surface.
How do women not spend their entire lives in the throes of ecstasy, I could just about contain myself. I could feel the tightness of my fitted blouse the skirt restricting my movements the wind blowing through the tunnel moving my hair and the wind rushing up my skirt and cooling the tops of my thighs the suspender belt and how it pulled at the stocking tops the heels and how they made my thighs elongate, the thong string pulling between my ass cheeks as I sat down and finally my nipples erect from the sudden rush of air as the tube train announced its imminent arrival. I was sooo entranced by these sensual feelings I could not imagine how a women would make it through the day without cumming.
I sat on the tube and tried to be as lady like as possible knees pressed together handbag on lap hands ontop of bag staring forward. I wish I had remembered to bring a book with me.
Only a few more stops to go.
The train slowed and stopped the door opened and three early 20 somethings got on and sat opposite me. They were so brash and loud, so full of testosterone I found them enticing I could not help myself I bit my lower lip and lowered my head the guy opposite laughed and put his hand on his crotch and grabbed his cock.
Several older women turned up their noses and several younger women including myself blushed. My mind raced thoughts of cock, sweaty bodies, rough sex in alleyways entered and danced around my mind then in flash vanished.
The train was pulling into my stop I stood up and so did the guys several other people got ready to alight the train.
I was standing near the door and as always on london's tube network the tube was crowded I was pressed against a slightly older women and she smiled at me as we were jostled and bounced into each other, I mouthed sorry and she did also.
I felt a hand on my ass the hand rubbed me then spanked me gently I turned to see the guy who had grabbed his crotch standing behind me. He looked directly into my eyes I could see the sheer animal lust this guy did not make love he fucked.
I smiled sweetly and he grinned showing his three gold teeth amongst the other teeth.
He pressed in closer I turned around and fell slightly back into him it was such a small movement but it spoke volumes I had submitted to him his hands slowly made their way around my waist and up my now untied trench coat he slid his hand onto my breast, I felt his cock twitch and prod me from behind.
The women who was standing next to me turned away and tutted I blushed and the guy just laughed he leaned forward and said to the women stood next to me
whats wrong bitch are you wanting some of this too.
The door opened and he pushed through with his friends and was gone.
I stepped off next and the women behind me stepped off she walked past me and mutter slut under her breath
I giggle yes I had been
I stopped at the sweet shop and purchased a small bottle of water and enjoyed the act of paying finding my purse in my hand bag and then paying and putting it all away.
I arrived at the office reception and calmed myself down I handed my details over to the girl at the reception desk and she said oh Hi I am Jenny, please take a seat Peyton Alan will be down soon.
I smiled and thanked her.
She smiled back and said it was a pain but it seemed everyone was working today this stock take was taking for ever.
Alan arrived and took me up to the room
He smiled and was very sweet I smiled back and flirted a little
I was put in a small room with files to sort through. I began to work but I just could not stop enjoying being dressed. The pc I was using had a web cam it was used as a video conferencing tool and I just kept posing in front of it.
I lifted my skirt and stroked my sissy clit I was sooo horny and quickly came into a tissue which I hid in my handbag. I managed to calm down and get back on with my work.
What I did not know was that my PC and web cam was tied into the boardroom and was designed to cast into the board room next door the moment the web cam was switched on
The door burst open and Alan marched in he almost shouted and I jumped out of my skin what the fuck are you doing and what the fuck are you? He screamed.
He pushed me down lifted my head up and rammed his finger into my face pointing and shouting I just saw you wanking your a man your a fucking sissy faggot man what the fuck are you.... you you you fucking twisted fucking whore....
I started to cry
Fucking follow me you faggot
I followed Alan expecting to be thrown out but instead he led me into a small store room and told me to strip
I stood in my underwear while he snarled at me I looked ashamed and humiliated.
He laughed and said your amazing if it was not for your cock wanking antics I would have never guessed.
turn around he commanded
he ripped of my bra and played with my breasts and then pushed me to the floor.
He started to unbuckle his trousers and unzip them as he spoke
so Peyton you want to be a girl... You want to dress like one act like one smell like one do you
I just nodded I knew instinctively that is what he wanted to see and hear.
He pulled out his now erect cock and I gasped he laughed.
What is this he spat at me
He slapped my face and I cried
Your masters cock bitch say it
I whispered it's my masters cock
good girl he stroked my hair gently
Open wide he whispered with a slight snarl and smile
He rammed his cock into my mouth
thoughts, ideas, feelings vanished there was just a flat colour white and with each thrust the white slowly faded and was replaced with nothingness a black soo deep nothing would ever escape or be the same again...
I could hear him now the rushing in my ears and the pounding in my head had slowed down a little I could just make out in the distance 2 voices one in front of me and one behind...
I tried to focus and listen the voice behind was shouting stop this Peyton your a guy come on push him away and tell him no....
but the louder voice was infront and it was getting closer and closer the voice was Alan's he was telling me to do something
He was telling me that I was his girl and that all sissy faggot whores should be on their knees infront of their masters he was snarling and thrusting and hurting my mouth he pounding was relentless.
I let out a slight moan and he laughed and with one hard and final thrust he pushed the old Peyton away and made room for the new improved Peyton...
I let out another moan and and purr.
He laughed and told me to look up at him I did he seemed like a mountain huge impossible, strong I gripped his legs and speeded up my sucking.
He said gently good girl I can see you are almost broken but I need to take your last vestige of man hood I need to fuck you my virgin little whore.
He pulled me to my feet and ripped of the reaming items of clothing left standing in my stockings he said very coldly and very deliberately
Peyton I am going to turn your around and bend you over and insert my cock into your asspussy is that clear
I nodded he slapped me hard
Yes master My hand on my cheek rubbing the soreness away I bit my lower lip and said but sir
He slapped me again
I lowered my head and said yes sir I understand
Good now I am going to fuck your ass until I cum and then I am going to wipe my cock clean in your hair. I will leave you bruised and broken on the floor here with cum leaking from your ass while your body shakes with a deep female orgasm
do you understand
He started to dis robe as I stood there naked watching his huge cock bounce as he took of his shirt my mind slowly melted away and Peyton the girl moved in.......
He slid into me and like every other virgin I moaned and screamed with pain and pleasure and true to his word I was left shaking and moaning in ecstasy