women as pets

Dear darling readers you all know by know this blog is really intended to allow me to discover who, what, where I am in live. I try to explore all aspects of my situation, and reality. I will never do anything I feel is dangerous (having said that I have gone home from parties with men and women that I have not known - but then so do genetic women) at odds with my morals or just plain horrid.

I have over the years find my line and I will not cross it. I have played around with being a sub and a little bit of a dom - I think my natural leaning is being a sub but I do love to boss around sissy faggots they are sooo keen to please - giggle. I have dappled with being a pony girl and tried my hand as a pet kitten to a master but this post opens up an amazing new angle to the whole pet girl thing.

Read on dear reader and I shall do my best to explain as I sit in my bedroom in my la perla baby doll and finish typing up my notes and musings on the subject.

I have been speaking with a genetic girl called Katie she is happy I use her first name but not her last or any other information that my or may not identify her. I have tried over the last 3 weeks to get to grips with what she loves to do and what she means.

I think this is why I feel women connect more with stories as they try to understand what the other person is saying. Listening is stage one - understanding is stage two - empathy is stage three most of us never pass stage one.

I think today we have had a breakthrough at her request I called at 8am this morning (UK time) ladies and gents I DO not get up on a Sunday at that time but this was important and Katie likes to jog she it allowed us to have a conversation while she sat in a local park with no one to distract us.

Katie lives with 2 other genetic girls in London. She is intelligent, articulate funny and charming. I would love it adore it if we could be friends.

Katie emailed me sometime ago desperately wanting to understand tgirls and if her then boyfriend was gay. We spoke via email. We swapped numbers and chatted on and off. She called me several weeks ago and told me she had split up with her old boy friend and was now seeing a very different guy. He was very masculine, very aggressive and as she put it made her do things while they made love.

Being the slut I am I had to ask - what things!

She said oh you know moan and groan and stuff....

My immediate response was you mean he likes a moaner - a girl that makes noise...

She replied sort off

Oh...

Well he likes me to purr and meoww like a kitten and last night he put a bowl of wine on the floor for me. He had also purchased a kitten outfit from Ann Summers

Ok firstly - I said Ann Summers - how cheap and nasty god girt dump him giggle and then what outfit she said oh just silly ears, a collar and black gloves...

I could tell there was something else... and... I pushed

I could feel her blushing and a tail she almost whispered

What is wrong with that she almost snarled out the words it was attached to a but plug

OH i responded

She said I hate anal sex but he got me drunk we were playing he is sooo yummy and well forceful I just let him

We chatted for a while longer and then nothing a few weeks later she called again and we spoke very briefly she said things were ok but she was beginning to get sacred.

I emailed her the next day and got a response that she was ok

I called her at the end of the week and she burst into tears and explained she felt ashamed and humiliated but just could not stop

Between sobs and moments of clarity she said her live was so out of control she had spent a fortune on her credit cards was just about keeping her head in work, she was scared about the election (UK) and what would happen would the cuts effect her. (Her job and industry is very much the role that gets cut in a downturn)

Yet somehow with this guy she was told what to do she did not have to think, she just re-acted she just did. She could enjoy the moment without fearing the future.

She sobbed that she felt she was hiding from her problems and she should sort things out but she just could not face them.

She started to explain that the moment she would arrive at his home he would not acknowledge her the protocol was to enter the his flat (she has a key) at a pre agreed time (mostly he would be out until later) she would enter the spare room strip and cleanse herself put on her cat ears, collar with bell, lead, but plug and tail and her fish net hold ups and 5 inch black patent heels. She would then if he was home on her hands and knees crawl to him and pretend to be a kitten or if he was not home crawl into her basket and sleep until he came home and woke her.

I must admit this excited me and I expressed that to her she giggle and sobbed and said I know but I also find myself crying myself to sleep feeling like I should die.

She broke out into a huge sob and said what if my mum and dad could see me....

She hung up...

We spoke this morning she had not seen him for a few days he has gone to a work thing (how she put it I did not press)

We chatted and I think finally she has come to accept her need to be sub I did my best not to offer my opinion and not to push any particular path on her I do worry for you Katie and think you are a darling and no you are not odd or strange. I would ask my readers to post their thoughts and feelings I for one have fantasied about being a pet a maid and kept sexual object and I expect most tgirls have.

I would love to hear from any genetic girls and dom men who read this blog.

I have selected several images below and expressed my opinion on them to help readers whom are unfamiliar with the pet girl world.

I find this exciting but I am not sure I would like to be one of those girls.

I do adore pony girls I am not sure why

I find this quite difficult to accept she looks totally dumb. Her eyes rolled back like that she looks totally broken - is that sexy?

I think for me this is too far

Kitty Kat fun - adorable

So sexual so intense soo yummy

I adore this picture I find it soooo sensual

Cute as a button

Sexy

Giggle I do adore this idea

Main stream kitten

Sexy

Oh my purrrr

I do wish this was me

I like this I really do.

Yummy

Bunny's soo main stream

Giggle great use for a tail

Wow is this sooo erotic giggle I am blushing now

perfect

very batman catwomen

Interesting is this moving to close to bestiality?

Very Sexy

Interesting email

My sister has left and we had a great weekend. She will be down again soon - she kept the babydoll. She has promised me a gift in return. 

on Saturday night she met Zoe and we had dinner at my place and had such a great evening - they were a little unkind and made fun of me being such a girly girl and we all got very drunk. 

Zoe always a naughty girl pulled a DVD out of her hand bag and said lets watch it - I asked what it was and she winked we put it on and it was a copy of Andrew Blake Paris 6. She has told me about Andrew Blake really sensual porn films for men and women. We all sat on the sofa - OMG (oh my god) I am dressed as a girl with my sister and best friend watching porn and drunk as a silly thing.

I blushed and Zoe laughed - My sister and Zoe both called me a prude so we started to watch the film. 

Well we all fell asleep and woke Sunday morning with huge hang overs - Zoe went home and my sister and I went back to bed. 

We woke up late afternoon and my sister got ready we called a cab and she hugged me and left. 

I sat down on the sofa and begun to check work emails and catch up with missing work on Friday. I have been checking my emails well Tabby's emails and I have been sent a wonderful interesting and worryingly thinking about their offer email. Blush.

The couple have not expressed wether or not I can post their names so I wont. 

But their email was so enticing. They expressed that they were wealthy living in a large manor house with grounds and stables in Bray.

They are looking for a live in maid. They are offering me paid work as their maid / pet and pony girl. 

The email ended with a simple instruction to call a number and ask for Mistress. 

I must admit I sat looking at the number for what felt like an hour - I googled the number nothing - I googled the area code and yes it was from Bray. 

So I called and asked for Mistress I was put on hold and then the phone crackled into life - yes Mistress here. 

This is the conversation we had:

Mistress... it's Tabby

good girl now stand and curtsey - I found myself obeying - her voice was sooo well to-do I could her her breeding dripping from her perfectly annunciated words. 

Now Tabby dear do listen I will offer this once and once only do you understand dear

Yes Mistress

Good Girl she replied

Now I want you to come to our home for an interview respond to my email with a simple yes or no and we will go from there. 

She bid me well and put the phone down.

I got up and trance like sat down in front of my laptop and typed into my yahoo account Yes please Mistress. 

and then hit sent. Well that was about an hour ago. I guess I will get my response tomorrow.

I spent the last hour looking at what a Pony Girl is and collecting images. In keeping with the rules I set myself when I started this blog I wanted to share those images and my feelings.

I spent some time also looking at Andrew Blake's site and was amazed to find some clips that I took grabs from because I was very much intrigued. 

I found these images at Coco De Mer

I find this harness very sexy and is I am told via the site a Pony Girl Harness. 

I love the idea of bondage never tried it but the idea of being under submission and controlled 

I love this I imagine being a pet a cat for someone on a lead 
A yummy lead.

I adore this butt plug I may invest but it is not cheap. 
Another Pony Girl Harness

 

I found this at Andre Blake and I must admit to be sooo turned on.

The girl is acting like a de-canter and her Mistress uses her as such I am soo stunned by the girls bodies and how sexy I find these clips. 

The Pony Girl Clips - Sooo sexy I can see myself being a Pony Girl as I admit this and type this into my Blog I am blushing thinking what will Zoe say - my Sister and will John, Carl and others who are getting to know Tabby use this info - or am I hoping they do. Am I doing this deliberately?

I just do not care I am so tired of not being me and I want to experience these feelings I want to play I want to be used, longed for, dreamed about - touched 

I want to scream out in pleasure is that wrong? Someone tell me please.