Thursday, 8 July 2010

Girls like these -girls like me - girls we want to be

What made your sissy clit twitch first ladies?

I have a theory - oh yummy I hear you all cry some of you rush to grab a bottle of white wine and get comfortable others pull their tiny faggoty sissy clit while reading my words
yet more still sit alone in a darken room fat hairy bodies stuffed into wives knickers and that silly, low quality babydoll you bought her from la senza but dreaming it was for you.

Yes I have contempt for these halflings not t-girls not men another breed then many have labeled them sissies, wanna-bees what ever they are or are not.

Was it the softness of their clothes, the sensual nature of dressing, the curve of their hips the pertness of a girls breasts the excitement of an erect nipple or are you excited by the feelings of a women do you want to know what she thinks how she moves what flashes through her mind as she submits to penetration?

Have you ever wondered what is going through her mind as she sucks on her mans cock or turns over and wiggles her pert ass at him her pussy lips glistening as she bends her back and displays her hole.

Ladies I have gone over and above for this post I have spoken to 3 real life genetic girls - yes they do exist and I have asked them to look at my blog and to respond to several questions I sent to them. We then met for a coffee morning and chatted things through.

For your better understand the ladies were all aged between 22 - 30 / work in London all three are in strong relationships and have been for more than a year. They all work and adore clothes.

At their request I have only referred to them by their first names.

Jo is Bi but is currently dating a guy and is very happy
Lisa is straight had a small fling in Uni with a female class mate but is now married to a guy
Kathy is Bi is in several relationships (Male and Female) and lives with her Female Partner

Oh and can I just say Jo you are an amazing women and I adore you totally. Hugs and Kisses

Ladies just to get us going I have a few outfit questions
Q: Tights / Stockings / hold ups

J: Hold ups
L: Hold ups
K: Tights but it depends really on the outfit

Q: Its your first date do you wear anything special with regards to undies?

J: Yes it makes me feel so much more alive and confident - even though he will not see them I know I am wearing something super sexy - blushes and giggles

L: Yes oh totally yes - I once went on a date and was sooo happy with the guy and was really desperate to see him again but I was not ready to take him back to mine - lots of reasons things going on etc. I went to the loo and came back to the table. He took me home and I kissed him and then said I really want to see you again but at the moment I can not invite you in. I then handed him a ball of lace closed his hands around it and said this is how much I want to see you again and went in the flat entrance.

Around 20 mins later he called me and said I adore your taste in underware (I had given him my black lace la perla thong) I said giggling you managed to get me out of them on the first date. We dated for almost 2 yrs. He was great (she looks dreamily into the distance and smiles)

K: Oh such a big yes on that. Giggle. We all pressed Kathy on her reaction but she refused to reveal any more - Bitch ;-)

Ladies now we are all warmed up I want to know in detail what it feels like to have a nice big fat cock inside you

They all laugh at me as I am now blushing.

J: full yes it makes you feel full and satisfied - its funny because you only feel empty once it is in you and you feel soo yummy and full when it is there. I hate it when my BF starts to fuck me and then has to stop because the door bell goes or something

(Lisa interrupts) What he gets up to answer the door?

Yes - we all laugh including Jo

She continues - he has a thing about phones ringing or door bells - like it is the law you must answer the door or phone or you will be sent to prison.
I hate it when he has me all full and loving the sensation he pulls out and I feel empty...

L: I love the warmth, the fullness and I think it is hard to say for sure but I think I love the idea of it also the submission needed the fact that I am penetrated does that make sense?

All the girls nod and smile

I almost cry girls explain let me in to the secret you all look like you are nodding knowingly I want to know I want that feeling that experience

they all hug me and smile a sad smile.

I almost scream what tell me

Jo responds - honey, Tabby baby you can not fully understand yes you can submit to a man and let him take you. Yes you can have him pound you and cum in you but it is not the same it is never going to be the same

Why....

Jo holds my hand and quietly adds hun the act of fucking, making love is an act of violence for a man and for a women it is an act of receiving. Most women know this in their heart but it is not really something that is spoken about not something that society really explores - Yes I think women needed the feminist movement and it helped with lots of things but it also created taboo subjects such as this.

Sorry I reply can you expand I just do not understand

Lisa adds, Tabby, a guy will fuck and he is looking to cum he has a beginning a middle and an end in his mind. Yes he wants to please the girl he is with and yes he wants her to scream in orgasm and shout how amazing he is. But in the end he is moving on a linear timeline

Kiss - Fondle - Undress - Kiss harder and so on almost like a flow chart some guys have simple ones some guys have very complex ones but all they really do is follow a set path which they hope will end with cuming.

A man is all physical. A women however is more complex yes she also wants to cum but she can also engage with pleasure through her mind.

Being fucked in the ass is ok but being fuck in the mind well Tabby that is a whole new something else.

Girls can we come back to this I am a little, well a lot confused.

Q: Ass or Pussy - ladies?

J: Pussy every time 100%

L: Ass but only once in a while just because it is naughty (all the girls nod and laugh)

K: Pussy, pussy giggle nothing like a fat cock pushed deep inside of you.


What advice would you give to a young Tgirl

J: be who you want / need to be. Be safe and stop dressing like whores

L: Tabby hun you know I love and adore you and think you are just so girly you know that I think of you as a women - I nod - But she continues I have never understood why you have gone through all of this, all the pain, humiliation

K: Lisa hun that is a little unfair you know Tabby is more women than most women. But I still would love to ask you why Tabby and something else but if you do not want to respond I understand (She blushes - the other girls move closer)

I nod and say ask away hun...

Kathy says - My lifestyle is the closest to yours of all us three I am the most bi and have been living with my partner (female) for a while now. She is most deffo the dom in the relationship and she loves to dress up as a guy and fuck me with a strap on and it is fun but it is also humiliating - is that the same for you. I mean when you are fucked by a guy?

I blush and nod slowly and add it really does depend on the guy. I have been fucked by guys who hate the idea of being gay, they loath me and everything I stand for but they can not help themselves as much as they hate me and the idea of fucking a tgirl they so need too.

They tend to be the most humiliating and too my shame I love them the most - (The girls look a little shocked and sad almost in unison they all say why) - I pause and reply because deep down I think I deserve to be used and punished and humiliated.

Lisa asks - What made you into a tgirl hun?

Well not one thing but at first it was the clothes I adored dressing and felt angry that guys clothes were boring but women's clothes were so sensual

Then came the understanding of the physical differences and I so wanted to feel the tingle of my erect nipples being licked and the warmth of my pussy as someone played with my clit.

I wanted to know what it was like to suck a cock and then sit on it and take it into you.

What is your most dirty little hidden from all secret fantasy and be honest

All the girls blush and giggle. Really wow Tabby you are such a cow. Oh hun wow - I am totally not sure how to answer that...

I respond instantly - answer with honesty!

we have another round of coffee's and carry on the chat.

Lisa started the conversation first and her eyes light up as she licks the cappuccino foam and chocolate off the spoon.

Well she says I have had this little fantasy for a few years she blushes instantly we move in as she starts up again. I am dressed in my work clothes smart skirt suit white cotton blouse that sort of thing. But between my legs is a fake cock a clever strap on type cock some how it is flaccid but still fat and long. I am on my way to work and sit on the bus and my tight pencil skirt outlines the cock I keep having to hide it. I see cute guys and girls and it twitches warning me to keep calm or it will become erect.

I get to work and as I walk through the office every guy that stares at my ass, breasts or calls me darling, makes me make a coffee I bend him over a desk, or photocopier and pull down his trousers and pull up my skirt to reveal my very realistic cock and start to fuck him all the guys drool and want to be fucked and all the girls cheer

All the girls sit quietly eyes wide mouths open and Lisa says I have a few variants where I fuck my boss or his stupid bitch PA I fuck her stupid in front of him....

Lisa is now blushing and she looks flustered.

Kathy takes a sip and starts in a low whisper. I want to be raped... I want to have a gang of guys fuck me in my mouth, I want cocks in my ass, my pussy. I want cum on my face, on my breasts
I want cum leaking out of my ass, my pussy. I want to scream in pain and pleasure.

There is a long pause and Jo says please do not think I am odd. When I was younger I took horse riding lessons. I was on my period and I was convinced the horse could tell her kept sniffing my pussy. I went home that night and masturbated while thinking of riding my horse and over the years the fantasy has changed to being fucked by the horse.

I dream of riding the horse into a country meadow. I strip off and walk the horse into the lake and wash him down. As I wash him I stroke his cock and he becomes erect and I take his cock into my mouth and then into my pussy he fucks me and cums inside me....

Wow Jo....

We all chat about clothes and boyfriends for a little bit and then I steer the conversation back to my questions.

Q: Girls - Fat short cock / thin cock but long /

J: that is easy fat cock every time and clean yes a fat clean cock

L: Yes totally agree

K: Yes agreed.


Q: Would you ever date a Tgirl if no why and if yes why

J: Yes - I think I would but I think she would have to be super convincing. Why would I... I think it is because I love the idea of having a girlie girl friend and shopping dressing etc would be sooo much fun.

L: No not really - I think I would have to get to know her soo well that we would end up being friends and I just could not see her in a sexual way.

K: yes as long as she was sub to me. Why because I love the idea of a plaything to abuse.

Q: What is the one thing you did sexually that you know regret

K: oh that is easy. I am soo ashamed of this I was going out with a very sub girl she would do anything I told her - even things she did not like to do so I used to push her all the time for fun. One Saturday afternoon I tied her to the bed and then inserted what ever I could find into her ass and pussy - giggling and blushing - I even pushed into her ass chopsticks from the take away meal we had the night before. I then left her got dressed and left the flat for a couple of hours and met a friend for a drink I came back to find her crying.

Wow Kathy that is...

Kathy responds I know I cringe when I think about it.

J: I was at Uni and I went through a bit of a mean streak with guys. I would date a guy then his best mate. Not sure why but it was my way of getting back at guys - I enjoyed it when they fought over me.

L: Oh no... my confession time. We all look very interested and wait to her Lisa's story.
I was working in a small office while I was at UNI and there was a guy who I just soo wanted to get together with but he was not interested. I found myself making him coffee and then taking his cup and licking the mug. He would cycle in and leave clothes at the office to change into so I stole his boxers. I would wear them at home in bed and play with myself.

Wow your a stalker - we all laughed.

Ok ladies last request...

Err no.. (Lisa interrupts) Tabby darling you owe us tell us what your sexual regret was.

Blushing and rather nervously I admit to my shame my sexual regret

I had been dressing for some time and just started taking hormones. I was very convincing and spent a lot of time clubbing and meeting people in the scene. I was wined and dined and got carried away with all the compliments and I found myself with a group of people who I have come to realise were totally exploiting me.
I thought I was living a dream and it all came crashing down I stopped blogging and vanished I spent about a month hiding my sister helped me through what had happened. I moved flat had such a nightmare I even had a break-in because of these assholes.

It was a normal Friday night drinking, dancing and being a total tease. Well one too many lines of coke, to many cosmo cocktails and I found myself on my knees sucking a cock in the stairwell of the hotel. I don't remember a huge amount of detail but I do remember being picked up and dropped onto a large padded lounge chair the type you can sink into I felt hands position me so that my ass was pushed in the air by lying on the arm of the chair.

I kept blacking out, I remember screaming a lot moaning a lot and begging to be fucked a lot not sure what was going on I woke up the next morning the room was a mess the maid had woken me up and she helped me clean up and dress. I thanked her (I still send her flowers)
and picked up my things and left. I checked my phone and the message was pretty simple to understand

Hi Tabby thanks for a wild night - moving on now
don't worry I have covered the room and the drink
Will send you a little pressie in the next day or so.

Nothing turned up and that was the last I heard from them.

Since then I have spoken to the cleaner - she is spanish and her English is not that great and had spent all her working life cleaning hotel rooms she had seen some awful things and young girls in a state was the norm - apparently most large hotels have a pot of money that is set aside for whores to get them home

I have also managed to put a few more details into the events of the night partly things coming back, partly because I had a shameful doctors appointment.

I got fucked by every guy there and they even let a room porter fuck me. The other Tgirls there and genetic girls also used me and several girls / guys urinated on me.
I got home and was sore for days I went to the GP and she was very angry with me I had her lecture me about safety, aids and the damage I had done to myself. I felt sick I had estimated that I had drunk around 5 guys cum and 3 tgirls cum and even some urine.

Everytime I went to the loo I would bleed it was horrid really horrid. I had to visit the doctor once every week and she would investigate the damage.

I blushed and they all hugged me.

As we parted I told the girls I would be sending them some images and I would like there thoughts

J: Stunning girl love her shape - she has an amazing face and bone structure - such nice breasts for a small girl

K: Love her lips and hair

L: Stunning adore her undies

T: ooh my I would love to be this girl.



L: love the pose - dirty housewife thing

K: Nice tits giggle

J: I might do that for my boyfriend looks fun

T: Such pert breasts I adore thee giggle


J: a real women - sensual and grown up - Love her hair

L: the first two were girls this is a women a full sexy sassy hot women

K: Stunning body - how long are her legs?

T: I adore this women - agreed ladies what a figure / legs a real sensual women


L: adore this pic - god I wish I had her guts

J: what a girl so sexy too. I half expect her to stand up and a huge fat cock be hanging between her legs.

K: oh my she can use me any day

T: Do you think she is gay? Do you think she needs a cock to take her to that next level?


Normally dumb blonds with huge breasts and tiny waists are such a pastiche or real womenhood. I am not a feminist in any way but those girls do women no favours.

This blond bombshell hover is stunning and I think I would prefer to be her out of all the other girls.


7 comments:

  1. Oh Tabby you're a real reporter! *giggles* how interesting!
    for myself i love the first girl best...and agree with "T"!

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  2. Hiya Tommi - the first girl is such an obvious choice darling. Why explain your choice and look at the others and imagine more.

    Love you

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  3. *smiles* hi Tabby i think its because of her face *blushes* Naturally she's so slender and lovely and such cute undies, but she has a kind of vulnerable air about her - she looks soft and yielding like a good sissy should be!
    But the others are lovely too, especially the blonde bimbette!

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  4. Hi Tabby! Wonderful report!!! Amazing - Thank you. You are intelligent, brave and sexy - London's answer to Natalie Portman! Love the lil' flare in pic 2's skirt - so cute! But pic 3 is my fave - not just bc she's so pretty, but because of her graceful posture, the right foot turned in, and the look of acceptance in her eyes......mmmmm!
    Susannah xxx

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