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The Princess - feels what its like to be a tgirl

Any honest and true tgirl right now is dreaming of being Miss Middleton - imagine being turned into a princess over night. Being a bride is amazing imagine being her. The clothes, the parties, the sex...

I adore her she is stunning and ever so prim I wonder what she is really like would she be, could she be Tabby's friend? 

She will be on show from now on how will she deal with people pointing and monitoring what she is going to wear - just like a tgirl  

Is she thin enough, femm enough?

Can she pull of the casual look 

And the country look 

Can she walk in heels

The Princes servants will have to break her in just like a master break a tgirl to make sure she is worthy and suitable toy for her master

Can she pass the princes and pony club test 

Will she learn to behave 

and finally will the prince take her like this 

hands up girls how many of you want to be Miss Kate Middleton right now....

The anatomy of a tgirl

Giggle I thought you might all like this...

It made me think

As you all know I have been set a challenge by Mr Black. I have completed the challenge and I am awaiting my review from Mr Black.

Having spoken at length withMr Black the common link between most girls is that we have to work and one thing I did notice is the lack of fashion sense with some of you girls. Tgirls and Genetic Girls alike. The clumsy way in which you have all tried to dress for work.

So with that in mind I have compiled a handy what to wear to work - to feel safe and comftable, yet still pleases the boss and can be used as going out wear after work.

Starting with one of my faves shoes:

Girls it must be heels and please lets not switch between trainers / plimsols or flats - Heels heels heels it is really that simple - learn to strut your stuff in them or you will never get a man.

Have a selection suede dusty pinks, blacks, bright colours only in the height of summer with a matching bag. Browns are ok also - NO to white unless you are on holiday. Always have a very girly pair to help femm a more masculine outfit.

Outfits always wear a skirt there are only a few exceptions to this rule. The skirt must be a pencil skirt it can be slightly above the knee or below it but never a micro or mini skirt. 

If the skirt is girly stick to a simple or bold top. 

White cotton blouses are a must and remember you want them flouncy and girly. 

If you must wear trousers make sure the top is as femm as possible and as revealing remember your boss likes to look at pretty girls don't disappoint 

If you have the legs then shorts and a very cute blouse are a must for the summer a tiny belt and tie detail help make the look more femm and a little more professional 

Capri's are also expectable but they must be form fitting 

High wasited pencil skirts really help show off your figure and make more of your hips very useful tip for tgirls - lighter coloured skirts work well. 

Every now and then your boss will need you to dress to impress perhaps transition from a late meeting to an early drink and dinner after work with his clients - keep it simple elegant and femm 

This is one of the few outfits that work with trousers the belt and shoes match this is done to highlight the long legs and the dark colour of her chinos make her legs look longer and thiner the top is ever so cute and femm and balances out the masculinity of her trousers a perfect combo.

Several trench coats are a must always tie the belt to show off your slim waist

Dress down Friday's only if the boss insists and only if you are going out with the girls later. 

 Simple work bags room for everything you need plus your notebook ipad and sirs favourite gum and other treats learn what he likes and keep a supply

For those firls that need a more work bag or perhaps a laptop bag this is cute and adorable and has room for everything you need without looking horrid. 

 Foundation garments are very important you must always have a spare pair of knickers in your handbag you never know when sir will need to use you and you must always look divine.

Very cute but almost impossible to pull off if you are not thin and very hippy

Works well in the morning and as sleep wear very versatile 

 A great choice for those that need a little support and control

One of my faves very sheer and can fold up very small I have been rescued by these knickers and bra set several times when stopping out over night you can pack them away into a coat pocket

Stunning for night wear but can be a little overkill for the day underyour office clothes

Elegant sexy and simple 

These two are for the boss that likes a little kink that wet look is sooooo yummy and everso naughty 

Shoot update and Mr Black's challenge

I have had a long chat with my friend in the car on the way to the shoot he loves taking pictures. He is a designer but really wants to become a professional photographer. He is keen not to be identified on my blog but has said if any girls want a shoot he will be happy to do so justget intouch in my comments section on this post. I am about to get changed. Mr Black wants mento look like a PA - traditional secretary and pose. My friend has suggested a number of positions that will help make me look more femm and put me in appealing natural positions. I have also brought with me several other outfits if we have time I will try those on also.

Wish me luck going to change now - love you all

What I love about being femm

There are many facets that I adore about being femm - I think the most potent for me is the feeling of submission, perhaps also the feeling of being feline - does that make sense? 

I am about to leave my flat well in the next 15mins and meet with a semi professional photographer friend of mine. He works in a Digital Agency and is extremely creative he has promised to help me with my 'Mr Black Challenge' He has even found a location to do the shoot. 

I have purchased the clothing as directed by Mr Black but I have found that I have gone a little bit traditional with the outfits. I am not sure why.

I wanted to get into the mood for the shoot as you all know I have been a little upset recently with my job problems, coming out fully and generally all the issues associated with that. I just can not motivate myself so I thought what better way to get into the spirit of things prove to Mr Back I am worthwhile and explore my feelings than talking to you all. 

I think every little girl grows up wanting to be a ballerina - I wonder what that feels like (Genetic Girls tell us tgirls who are less fortunate what does being someone's little princess is like) 

I adore the notion of being at the centre of it all. 

shopping, fashion, shoes and matching handbags - oh and legs to die for giggle. 

Being girly with friends - shopping, lunching, coffee mornings oh how I wish I knew what they talked about and how they behaved I wish I had a circle of girl friends 

Summer is coming and everywomen I know is dieting for their bikini beach bod - the rituals women go through seem to make them more femm more womenlike and are more fun and more sensual than mens rituals - again I would love to hear from GG's tell us tgirls what rituals you found increased the sense of femm-ness. 

Holiday romances sooo powerful so brief and so much fun. Girls seem to have so much more fun 

Nights out - not paying for anything and just letting men lust after you - paying for everything so they can get into your knickers.

Fashion - being sexy being ever so cute

but most of all I love the idea of femm naughtyness 

Wish me luck I am off to the shoot - the good news is my friend is a whizz with photoshop so any unsightly features will be removed giggle.

Thank you all for your support

Thank you girls for all your support. I wanted to expand a little on what who and why. You all know me I have chatted about my feelings for a long time.

The challenge Mr Black set me and my desire for acceptance and my desperate need in being a women has led me to reveal my true self. I am now going to reveal something else I have hidden from you all dear friends and for this I again ask for your love and compassion. 

I wish to be impossibly thin and cute. To my regular readers this is nothing new but I also want to have a real flower between my legs (not a literal flower but a women's sexual organs) I want to be smooth. I want to take a man into me and feel him I want my womb to encase his cock, I want to feel his veins his heat his lust his desire I want him to bite at my nipples and thrust into me. To feel him shudder and release himself to be his vessel.  

I sooo want to be used and owned by a man - to my shame I know this is against who I want to be a free women but my needs over whelm me and my fear of letting go and being truly someones toy, someones plaything makes me hide away - but my needs push me to admit I want to be her I need to be her. 

I want you all to be the girls you have always wanted to be

Overwhelming

Girls you have all been soooo kind. I am amazed at how well you have taken my little lie. I am going to change my profile and a pic my sister took of me the last time we were together. 

She helped me with my hair and makeup and I wore a new top we had such a wonderful evening that night. 

New Me New Name

I am so touch by the responses. It really has made me think I need to grow up a little and part of that growth I feel is this little question. Should I change my rather childish and girly name to a more grown up name?

I am still feeling a little freaked out, but I am trying to hold things together.

What do you all think of Miss Porter Jones?

If you have a better idea pls comment and let me know

My challenge, my master and my dreams

Ladies, Gentlemen, Mistresses, Masters, slaves, sissies and all those in between.
I have been thinking about my challenge set by Hugo Black. I want to please him and I want to get something right.

I have as you all know shied away from posting images of myself I have been honest and straight forward about my experiences but I have not been honest about my images - and for that I am truly sorry. I will understand if you all hate me.

Mr Black has pushed me into a corner my needs and desires have made me promise something that means being honest about who and what I want to be. Some of you are wondering why I have been a little shy about posting images of myself - it's simple really fear, hate, fear a little more fear and just a bit more fear.

I have been treated rather horridly sometimes it has been my fault all the posts that are about my life are true and to be honest I have been scared off by my sister - who thinks I am mad and should never reveal as much as I have. I am also terrified that when you see the real me you will all be disappointed I know I am. My need to please Mr Black has forced me into doing this and I am really keen to be honest to him and you all because I do love you all I really do.

Yes I know I am very femm and yes I know when you see my boy mode pics you will all agree that as a guy I am quite femm and yes the hormones and the life path I follow adds to the overall femm look but I am terrified that by revealing myself I am laid bare - naked with no wear to hide....

Does this all make sense?

Is it worth it?

Will you all hate me?

Will you all forgive me?

Oh my god - hands shaking tears and blushing dry throat butterflies in my tummy.....

this is me in boy-ish mode please me kind and gentle...

This is one of my fave pictures en femm.

So with this I lay myself out to abuse and ridicule. All I ask you to remember is my fear and shame before you judge me. (Yes I know I hate my big feet) 

This weekend my friend who is a semi pro photographer will be taking pictures of my attempt to answer Mr Blacks challenge. 

Please be gentle....