Jane's email and shocking result.

I have been told (thank you Jane) that I spent far too much time imagining whom and what I want to be and I have recently been sent an email from a Lady whom tells me it is ok to use her first name. Please do note this is her opinion not mine. 

Jane (who's partner is a cross dresser and has been lucky enough to find a sympathetic partner in Jane).

I was so taken aback by Jane's email (she must have felt I would be upset as she included her mobile number) I called her and we chatted for about an hour. Yes she is sensible and yes she does believe her statement to be true. I think this may cause some infighting and I am unsure what to do but Jane put a very well thought out case to me. I argued that she was basing her assumptions on a poll of 1 person. To her credit she agreed this was the case but still felt that she was right.

Jane's asked me to read the email in order and not to skip it so I followed her instructions and I ask you to do the same. 

She attached these images and I have done the same.

She asked me to look at each image and then make a note of the first 3 things that come into my head.

(I have copied the exercise and I am sharing my responses) 

1. Wish i was her

2. Wish I could fuck her or be fucked as her 

3. She is so pretty.

1. I adore her pert breasts I wish mine were like hers

2. She is so cute

3. I love her shaved pussy

1. Adore the hair in front of the face look 

2. Love the knees pressed together so cute

3. Underwear looks like silk - yummy

She took me through her quiz and said simply there you go to which I was a little shocked her premise is that we (Trans community all of us specific to Male to Female at what ever stage and very much less so the Female to Male) are vain and only interested in good looking people and impossible ideals. 

She continued to tell me that she felt that women would be better off not staying with their Trans partner unless he actually transitioned she continue to say that guys that spend their time reading fantasy stories very much like her partner were oblivious to the long term harm they were causing their own happiness and generally well being. 

She also expressed how sympathetic she was and expressed that it was not our fault but somewhere out heads had been wired wrongly.

Lastly she pointed out that my responses were the worst she had seen for a long time. When I asked her why she said that normally by the 3rd image most guys / girls were wondering who she was where I had gone through all the images (7 in total) expressing a very surface based view. 

I tried to express to her that this was my particular fetish and she responded that I was deluding myself> I asked her to explain and she really caught me of guard - I know I am passable and I spend too much time making sure I do not gain any weight etc But she asked me if I would date a fat girl / guy / t girl and to be honest I had to say no. She then asked me if I was really the Tgirl in my blog and not some fat middle aged man - I told her it was me and she then asked why do you not post general shots of your self. 

I replied that the pro shots made me look better. She then asked me a question which has totally thrown me she asked me to check my email and I did she had sent me these 2 images. 

She then said you profess to wanting to be a women well if I could make you a women tomorrow which of these two images would you want to be

I replied the skinny girl she said ok now if you could only be the fat older women would you change?

I must admit it took me a long time to say yes - and when I did I said to her but when I do finally go the whole hog I will be better looking than her...

Jane I am better looking than her already. 

Yes was her reply but you are not a women. I was a little dumb struck and sat there in silence all you want to do not just you Tabby but all you transgenders is have sex as sexy women. 

Well I am a little shocked and still unsure what to say - what do you all feel. 

Submissive Man or Submissive Women or Submissive Third

No matter what i say or do no matter how femm I make myself I am a man who longs to be a women or am I.

I have been reading the blog http://femdomalt.blogspot.com/ and I am a little confused is a sub man still a man, a sub women is still a women and I want to be more I want to me female have a divine body and breasts and yet keep my sissy clit - I do not want it to be big or even hard but to keep it there. 

I feel so strange so sure that this is right for me I was sent this picture by my Sister - she said she had been looking at T girls researching and trying to understand more and she said that she found two images she felt were stunning - I agree somehow she is more women more sexy more every thing. These girls are cute sexy and soo femm. 

So pert and femm and thin and what a yummy 'o' face - I love the fact she is playing with her sissy clit and her other hand is playing with her ass pussy. 

Perfection what an amazing t girl.

Is it being a women that drives me or being one of these women that drives me. Or can it be both?

Does anyone know? 

If I could choose to be one of these girls or one of those girls above who would I choose to be?

Would I choose Natalie Portman or Victoria over the two T girls - yes ofcourse I would as would you but I would want to be Victoria with a little something extra between my legs. 

Amazing pics and proof of my theory - The third sex

I came across these images researching my theory of the third sex. I am convinced I am onto something yes others have mentioned this idea but I am putting in the foundations and trying to build a better understanding.

In some way these images help express in a comical and sexy way the ideas. Why do some guys who would be straight but for cross dressing which then allows them to explore their gay tendencies only when dressed accept this what is the trigger what happened to them. 

In my case when I was 17 years old (late developer) I made love to a girl dressed in her thong and holdups not sure how it happened maybe I wanted it and it just happened that way. What ever the reason the image below is deffo where these two boys get their start - how long before they are on their knees dressed a cute girls and sucking cock. - 1 week giggle. Just look how pleased their girlfriends are.

Boys will be girls - giggle As the third sex gets established girls will need to be milked regularly otherwise they will cause trouble, special room sat schools will be set up to allow wayward girls to milk themselves and remove the harmful cum.

As the new gender spreads into offices real dom men will be unable to determine whom is a third sex gender girl and who is not. But as most men only think with their cocks there will be the inevitable cock up - giggle and some rough delivery guy will get to fuck a sexy PA while her friend fucks him.

Third gender girls will want to be visited by third gender nurses and doctors. The funny thing is when the other genders see how glam and sexy they are they all want the same nurses and doctors throwing the profession into turmoil until there are enough third gender doctors and nurses to cover the hospitals. This in turn speeds up the acceptance of third gender girls and also provides a specialist employment market.

As with all things early followers will try some will get it right and others will fall by the wayside. 

TV reality shows will feature third gender girls in cum offs and for the first time TV will be watchable and sexy. 

Some guys will be forced to change as they are not male enough and can not find work so their only hope is to go third gender and specialist teachers will become popular much like yoga teachers. These teachers will train and help those that want to change, change. 

Universities will also have to accept third gender sororities and there will be a distinct possibility that they will become the most popular. Their initiation tests will be far more inventive and unusual than standard sororities 

Lingerie ads will change as third sex girls become models and their spending power increases major corporations will start to focus their communications to the new sector. Copy for ads will need to be tweaked as third gen girls will need support above and below.

As always Madonna will be ahead of the curve and will have move into being the first main stream third sex adopter - her new road show is amazing.

As bars are set up to cater for the new breed of girl cum will become the most popular drink 

In some top bars they will serve it fresh 


Finally even stories will be amended to include the new girls and finally the third sex will have arrived. 

The third sex

I am finally beginning to put what happened on Sunday into context and will be able to write about it soon. I really need to speak with Zoe first and make sure we are still friends and find some time to hear what she thinks and has to say. 

But I made a breakthrough last night I am not man nor women I am a third sex. The elegance of this idea is simple as all good ideas and I am sure others have had this eureka moment also but I have a little spin on it. 

I see myself as bi I am beginning to accept this and feel ok with it as a guy I am straight as Tabby I am bi. But I am really Tabby and the guy is a fake so I am really bi. I have always wanted a female body breasts hips thin waist I am very convincing but the subtle elegance of a women's form escapes me. But I am also happy with my male clit so what am I a freak something caught in the middle. A genetic defect 

No I am a third sex perhaps we are the perfect women as we are in general submissive, all about being ultra femm and adore sex - well in my case I like to pretend that I am above sex but as with most T girls I seem to always slide back into that habit. 

A female friend of mine adores T girls a very sexy, sassy and naughty girl called Lisa I met her online she writes stories and helps out on a site called innocent dick girls and I think that site has a of answers for me yes it is soft porn and yes it glorifies T girls, but it also has a certain charm the girls are all real characters they are cleverly crafted to feel real and their responses make sense and reflect who they are. Lisa is a character on the site and she sent me her fave pic see below it is a great piece of work and I adore the air hostesses and the fact that Lisa has testicles and the other girls don't implying that even within the third sex there is flexibility.